Sunday, July 11, 2010

MY LIFE IS MY MESSAGE (MIRACLES IN MY LIFE) - PART 2

Recently we had been on tour to Ooty and unfortunately we lost a costly new mobile. My husband and me were so upset and searched all way long.. But immediately in a short while after realizing the loss, we saw Swami’s photo (a big one) in a bus.. We felt relaxed seeing His image. We filed Fir and were returning back to room when on the way we saw Swami’s Ashram, we felt so consoling.. Miracle here was, my hubby had been to Ooty for nearly 15 times but this was the first time he saw the ashram.. We felt as if Swami was trying to console us. But unfortunately all the gates were closed.. We felt sad but anyway we thought atleast we could have darshan of His ashram and were about to return when we heard of a bell… Surprised were we.. It was as if Swami was calling us “Wait don’t go”.. We ran hither and thither to know who it was. But we realized that we did not hear it from the Ashram, we heard it from a nearby sheet room.. We went there and found there was only one picture of Swami and a small boy was showing Agarbathi to Swami. We felt so happy that atleast we could have His darshan here. As soon as we prayed and were about to move the boy came and told us.”You are lucky the security will open the gates and doors of the ashram”.. We were so astonished.. We felt so happy and went inside and had a nice time in that silent atmos. We came out and spent 5 minutes in taking snaps etc but at last inside car we realized that we could not find the boy anywhere.. Swami is great…

Another miracle in life that was so astonishing… in our mobile we had Swami’s picture in desktop. Once at home, my husband happened to note that there was Shirdi Baba’s picture in desktop. My husband asked me and his parents but none had changed it and all saw that Shirdi Baba’s picture was there. My mother in law told me that may be shirdi baba is reminding about the Vratham that I had committed before Shirdi Baba sometime ago but till that day I dint perform it.. But I told her “its ok but in this case maybe someone might have changed the desktop”.. You wont believe, within few minutes the desktop picture again changed to Sathya Sai Baba.. Only then I realized my mother in law’s words … Shirdi Baba had come to remind me about Vratham….

Each and every moment seams to be a miracle in life when we start believing the Almighty[whichever form it might be]..Realisation is essential..

Monday, May 3, 2010

MY LIFE IS MY MESSAGE - MIRACLES IN MY LIFE

Sairam,
Miracles that took place in my life..

My parents were working from the day one. And I was left at my neighbour’s place to take care once I return back from school.. When I was doing my 2nd std, I was chased by some rogues, those rogues were none other than the neighbours’ sons.. But, with Swami’s grace I ran away each time I saw them.. I was so sensitive from the beginning of my life that I never liked a male touching me or talking much with me.. But, each time I ran seeing them, I used to cry sitting at a distant place.. But, I heard a voice, consoling me.. “Don’t worry I am there to take care of you”. I felt so consoling and since I was too small to realize whose it was.. I just nodded my head and wiped my eyes and went to play.. After that incident, the voice came with me each and every place I went.. (I mean, whenever I was sad or hurted, I heard the voice consoling me). I loved that voice, no matter who it was..


Once, when I was in 4th std, our neighbour called my mother to accompany them to Whitefield for Swamy’s darshan. My mother had belief on Swamy but not a devotee.. So she accepted it.. Unfortunately on the day of the trip to Whitefield, my mother was not well. So she insisted my father to take me, he argued with my mother that he never believed all those magicians so he cannot take me.. But my mother told him not to disappoint me.. So my father took me with him.
Since I was a kid, I was asked to sit in the second row.. Bhajans started and slowly, Swami, smilingly came walking from inside his room.. Wow that was a blissful experience.. I don’t know why I was filled with tears but it was bliss so I wept… He came near our line first and to a child just before us, he wrote in a slate “OM” and told the child.. “Petko, Petko ra” (Hold, Hold it) I could recognize the voice. Yes, the voice that consoled me often was none other than Swami.. and that was the day.. I completly surrendered myself to Swamy..


Then on, each day I could realize small miracles of Him.. While I was in 6th std, we came to chennai and I started suffering from wheezing. It went to an extreme that my mother planned to take me to a homeo doctor to cure it permanently.. Fortunately, the homeo doctor we approached was a Sai devotee, and she was really very blessed that Swami had gifted her with Hiranya garbha Lingam.. She shared her experiences that she had cured many diseases just praying that lingam. She gave me the ligam in my hand and asked to hold it on praying swami to cure me.. You believe or not, it cured me completely for 6 years.. Till I completed my 12th std, with Swami’s grace I dint have wheezing.


When I was in 10th std, I suffered from fits and was unconscious, truly speaking, without even breathe I lied for few minutes, my mother prayed Swamy with cries and He got my body back to life… And that incident was really the greatest miracle in 2 sense.. one was Swamy gave me life back. Second was, I was a very meagerly studying and a very reserved and fearful character, after tat incident, astonishingly, my characters completely changed to a person who is good in studies, very outspoken and frank, and a very bold character. To be frank, I was selected as one of the ‘prefect’ of my school during my 12th std. Also, Swamy selected me as a Best Student of Balavikas and gave me an award during my 12th std.

After my 12th std, I had no interest to do my studies in regular college, as our family was financially very poor. My mother was the only earning member whose earnings was not enough for even our proper food.. Our samithi members told us that Swami was so kind enough that he gives free education hence I was asked to try there.. Myself and my mother went there and I wrote my exams but unfortunately Swami dint will me to join there, maybe because my mother would be lonely. So my uncle had come to help me apply for distance education in some universities, but unfortunately, my father beat him without a reason, that made me feel so bad. It was in a fraction of moment that Swamy made me tell stubbornly that I cant live with my father so my mother too had to come with me.. I was told by all my family members that I should not waste my life by studying in distance, they told they will give me money… But I told that I should start working and study in distance..

Swami was always kind hearted. My aunt had called up an institution and there, based on my marks, gave me scholarship such that my college fees and hostel fees everything were being sponsored by them and again Swami was kind enough that I was nominated for the best student of the college(I dint get the award, but am still happy that my name came in the nomination list of 3 people) and was selected and sent to represent our college to celebrate the 150th year success of our university.. also Swami made me a silver medalist in UG.. I still cannot believe all these.. I was a very stupid girl but once after reformation Swami was really great enough to keep me and my mother happy.
AS soon as my college was over, I got job within a week’s time.. This is also a miracle..


Within an year of my working, my marriage got settled with a family who were also Swami believers. Once our invitation was printed, before circulation, we wanted to attend bhajan. During the bhajan, we kept our invitation at the lotus feet of Swamy and you wont believe, we had a blissful experience again.
On all our heads there showered the yellow rice(otherwise called akshadhai) from the roof and on our invitation there fell a mango leaf(holy during marriage) and while distribution of sweets, we got turmeric seed(Manja kazhangu in tamil)..

Also,they never asked dowries etc and co operated so much and Swamy arranged our marriage in a very grand manner.. Still astounded how it happened so grandly because we dint have savings and not a penny to arrange MARRIAGE. Swami had arranged and made me married in such a Manner....

Thursday, March 25, 2010

DEVI MA BHAJANS


JAI JAI BHAVAANI MAA AMBEY BHAVAANI MAA
AMBE BHAVAANI MAA SAI BHAVAANI MAA
JAI JAI BHAVAANI MAA AMBEY BHAVAANI MAA
SHIRDI BHAVAANI MAA PARTHI NIVAASI MAA
ATMA NIVAASINI MAA SAI BHAVAANI MAA


(Glory to the Divine Mother, to Parvati! The Divine Mother of Shirdi now dwells in Puttaparthi The Divine Mother, Parvati, indweller of every soul)

JANANI JANANI SATHYA SAI SHUBHA JANANI
JAGAT KAARINI PARIPOORINI SAYEESHWARI JANANI
SATHYA SWAROOPINI JANANI
DHARMA SAMVARDHINI JANANI
SHAANTA SWAROOPINI JANANI
PREMA PRADAAYINI JANANI


(Oh Mother Sathya Sai, You are the great Goddess who ferries the entire world across the ocean of life and death. You give in abundant measure. You are the very embodiment of Truth. You, mother, are the one who promotes right conduct in people. You are the embodiment of blissful peace. You give selfless love in abundance.)

MAA JAAGO MAA ANANTHA ROOPINI MAA
ABHAYA PRADAAYINI DURITHA NIVAARINI
DURGATI NAASHINI MAA, KAALI KAPAALINI MAA ...(MAA JAGO MAA)
JAYA JAGADEESHWARI PARTHIPUREESHWARI
SHAKTHI MAHESHWARI MAA, SAI SHAKTHI MAHESHWARI MAA


(The great Goddess is in divine slumber. Devotees on the earth are being tormented by innumerable forces common to the world. They rush to Mother and implore Her to wake up and come to their rescue. The meaning of the song is: Oh Mother, of infinite forms, You have taught us to be fearless, You have shielded us from pain and penury. You have guarded us against misfortune. Oh Great Goddess of the universe, Goddess of Puttaparthi, Oh Great Power, please continue to keep us under Your shelter.)

SHARADEY JAYA SHARADEY VAAG VILAASINI SHARADEY
SHARADEY JAYA SHARADEY VIDYA DAAYINI SHARADEY
SHARADEY JAYA SHARADEY VEDA MAATHA SHARADEY
VEDA MATHA SHARADEY


(Oh Mother Sharada (Parvathi), hail to Thee! Victory to Thee, Mother, who bestows intelligence. Victory to Thee, Mother, who bestows wisdom. Victory to You, Mother of Vedas)

TRIPURA SUNDARI MAA AMBA DAYAA SAAGARI MAA
SUNDARA VADANI MAA, AMBA SUGUNA MANOHARI MAA
JAYA JAGA JANANEE MAA, AMBA JAGATODHAARINI MAA
PARTHI NIVAASINI MAA, AMBA PAAPA VIMOCHINI MAA

(Oh Mother, Oh bewitching beauty, destroyer of the three worlds, Satwa, Rajas and Tamas; You are an ocean of kindness and compassion; You have such a lovely and radiant face; You are so charming and so full of great qualities; You are the uplifter of the whole world; You provide salvation to those that have sinned; Oh Mother who lives in Puttaparthi, victory to You (in your efforts to redeem mankind))

DEVI BHAJANS


AMBA MANDA HAASA VADANI MANOHARI SAI JAGAT JANANI
MATHA MATHA MATHA JAGAT JANANI
JAGAT JANANI SHUBHA KARINI
SATHYA SAI JAGAN MATHA


(Worship the auspicious Mother of the Universe, Mother Sai and Amba who has an enchanting face with a charming smile.)

AMBA PARAMESHWARI AKHILAANDESHWARI
AADI PARA SHAKTI PALAYAMAAM
TRIBHUVANESHWARI RAAJARAAJESHWARI
ANANDA ROOPINI PAALAYAMAAM


(Oh Goddess Amba (Parvati) Oh Divine Mother of the entire creation! Oh Queen of the Universe! Thy form is bliss. Thou art the nourisher, sustainer and protector.)

DURGA BHAVANI MAA JAI JAI SAI MAA
KAALI KAPAALINI MAA JAI JAI SAI MAA
PARAMA SHIVAYANI MAA JAI JAI SAI MAA
JAGATODHAARINI MAA JAI JAI SAI MAA


(Victory to Mother Durga, Bhavani, Kali and Sai. Victory to Mother Sai, Who is supreme Shivayani (Power). Victory to Mother Sai, Who has come to save and deliver mankind.)

DURGEY JAYA DURGEY DURGEY JAYA SAI MATHA
DURGEY JAYA DURGEY DURGEY SAI MAA
KARUNA SAAGARI MAA
KAALI KAPAALINI MAA
JAGADODDHARINI MAA
DURGEY JAYA JAI MAA
JAYA DURGEY SAI MAA


(Victory to Thee, Oh Goddess Durga (Parvathi)! Oh Mother Sai, Victory to Thee! Thou art the ocean of mercy; Mother Thou art Kali (Parvathi) wearing a garland of skulls; Mother, Thou art the uplifter of the Universe! Mother, Victory to Thee, Oh Durga; Victory to Thee, Oh Mother Sai!)

JAGADEESHWARI DAYAA KARO MAA
SHIVASHANKARI KRIPAA KARO MAA
PARTHEESHWARI RAKSHAA KARO MAA
SAYEESHWARI DAYAA KARO MAA
SHIVASHANKARI KRIPAA KARO MAA


(Oh Divine Mother of the Universe, Mother Partheeswari Sai! Have mercy on us and shower us with Your blessings)


GURU BHAJANS



GURU DEVA JAYA DEVA SAI DEVA DAYAA MAYA
VIBHOOTI SUNDARA SHASHAANKA SHEKHARA
SAI SHANKARA DAYAA KARO (2)...(GURU DEVA)
GOKULA NANDANA SAI GOPAALA
RAGHUKULA BHOOSHANA SAI RAMA
HEY MADANANTAKA KRIPA KARO (2)

(Victory to Thee, O revered Teacher, O kind One. You are beautified by vibhoothi and decorated by moon on Your head. Thou art none other than Lord Shiva or Krishna or Rama. Give us Thy Grace O Lord.

GURU HARA GURU HARI GURU BRAHMA
GURAVE SAKSHAAT PARABRAHMA
JAYA JAYA JAYA JAYA JAGADGURU
JAGADEESHAM AKHILAM THAVA ROOPAM
JAYA JAYA JAYA JAYA HARA HARA HARA HARA
SHIVA SHIVA SHIVA SHIVA JAGADGURU
JAGADGURU (JAI) SAI GURU (2)

(Glory to our guru Sai Baba who is Shiva, Vishnu and Brahma, supreme almighty guru and God. All the universe is reflected in his form)

JAYA GURU JAYA GURU SAI RAM
JAGADGURU SATHYA SAI RAM
JAYA GURU JAYA GURU SAI RAM
BRAHMA VISHNU SHIVA SAI RAM
PARA BRAHMA ROOPA SAI RAM
MAATHA PITHA GURU SAI RAM
JAGADGURU SATHYA SAI RAM

(Hail to our Teacher! Sai Ram! You, Sathya, are the Teacher of this universe, Sai Ram! You are the Trinity of Creator, Maintainer and Destroyer, Sai Ram! You are Mother, Father and Teacher of this universe, Sai Ram!)

VAAHE GURU VAAHE GURU VAAHE GURU JEE BOLO
SATHYA NAAM, SATHYA NAAM, SATHYA NAAM JEE BOLO
NITHYA NITHYA JAPIYE THEREY NAAM JEE BOLO
SATHYA NAAM, SATHYA NAAM, SATHYA NAAM JEE BOLO
RAM RAM RAM RAM RAM RAM JEE BOLO
NITHYA NITHYA JAPIYE THEREY NAAM JEE BOLO
KRISHNA KRISHNA KRISHNA KRISHNA KIRSHNA NAAM JEE BOLO
SATHYA NAAM SATHYA NAAM SATHYA NAAM JEE BOLO

(Victory and glory to the spiritual teacher! Say the name of truth! We repeat your name constantly Rama, Krishna and Sai)

MAANASA BHAJOREY GURU CHARANAM
DUSTHARA BHAVA SAAGARA THARANAM
GURU MAHARAAJ GURU JAI JAI
SAI NAATHHA SAD GURU JAI JAI
OM NAMAH SHIVAAYA, OM NAMA SHIVAAYA,
OM NAMAH SHIVAAYA, SHIVAAYA NAMAH OM
ARUNAACHALA SHIVA, ARUNAACHALA SHIVA,
ARUNAACHALA SHIVA ARUNA SHIV OM
OMKAARAM BABA, OMKAARAM BABA,
OMKAARAM BABA OM NAMO BABA

(O mind, worship the Lotus Feet of your God and Supreme Teacher, Sai Baba. That will take you safely across the ocean of life and death. Victory to our Lord and supreme Teacher, Sai Nath! Mind, also chant and worship the divine names of Lord Shiva who dwells on the Arunachala mountain and Sai Baba whose form is OM. )

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

GANESH BHAJANS


GAJA VADANA GANANAATHA, GAJA VADANA VINAYAKA,
SIDDHI VIDHAATHA SHIVA THANAYA, MUKTHI PRADAAYAKA GAJAANANA,
PARVATHI NANDANA BHAVA BHAYA BHANJANA, YUGA YUGA VANDITHA JAYA SHREE GANESHA


(Elephant-faced Ganesh, Lord of the Ganas and protector of the helpless. Son of Shiva, giver of liberation, destroyer of worldly fears. Glory to Ganesh who is revered through the ages.)

GANESHA SHARANAM PARAMA PAAVANAM SATHYA SAINAM GAJAANANAM
NITHYA SMARANAM PARAMA PAAVANAM SATHYA SAINAM GAJAANANAM
SADGURU SHARANAM PARAMA PAAVANAM SATHYA SAINAM GAJAANANAM
BHAVA BHAYA HARANAM PARAMA PAAVANAM SATHYA SAINAM GAJAANANAM


(To Ganesh, bow in reverence, bow in absolute purity, to the name of Sai, to the elephant-faced Ganesh; Constantly remember the purifying name of Sai, remember the elephant-faced Lord Ganesh; The feet of the guru are purifying, as is the name of Sai and Ganesh, the elephant-faced Lord; All fears are destroyed by the supremely pure name of Sai and by the elephant-faced Lord Ganesh).

GAURI NANDANA GAJAANANA
GIRIJA NANDANA NIRANJANA
(HEY) GAURI NANDANA GAJAANANA
PARVATHI NANDANA SHUBAANANA
PAAHI PRABHO MAAM PAAHI PRASANNA


(O Elephant-faced Lord! O Darling Prince of Mother Gauri! Thou art pure, spotless and pleasing to look at. Kindly protect and be pleased with us.)

PASHUPATHI THANAYA BAALA GAJAANANA
THUMA HO VIGHNA VINAASHA, GANESHA
THUMA HO VIGHNA VINAASHA
HEY SHIVA NANDANA, BALA GAJAANANA
VIDYA BUDDHI PRADAATHA
VIDYA BUDDHI PRADAATHA
MANGALA KAR HEY, MANGALA KAR HEY
MANGALA KAR HEY, MANGALA KAR HEY
SUNDARA SAI GANESHS GANESHA
SUNDARA SAI GANESHA

(Chant the name of darling son of Lord Shiva (Pashupati) - Lord Gajaanana who is destroyer of obstacles. O son of Lord Shiva - Lord Gajaanana! Kindly protect me and grant me spiritual knowledge and bestow auspiciousness. Chant the name of charming Lord Sai Gajaanana)

VIGHNA VINAASHAKA GANA NAATHHA
GAJAANANA HEY GAJA VADANA
GANA NAATHHA GANA NAATHHA
PRANAVA SWAROOPA GANA NAATHHA
PARTHIPUREESHWARA GANA NAATHHA
GAJAANANA HEY GAJA VADANA


(Lord Ganesha, You are the one who protects us from obstacles befalling our life. O elephant faced God, Chief of demi-gods, You are the embodiment of the primordial sound Om. The Lord of Puttaparthi, Sai is none other than You. (We pay homage to Thee))